woke up early in the morning @ around 6.50am.. cos had lesson @ 8.30am.. early bah... anyway went to bath and pack everything and leave my house around 7.30am.. reach mrt station around 7.35am.. took train down to sch @ queentown @ jurong i have to change the direction and waited for the train so many plp man.. i see my hp time quite early so i give up 2 train and waited for train again.. the third time the train less plp so i went in i thought i'am just nice for my lesson but i was late about 10min.. saw his bike outside sch.. then in my mind the first thing i said OMG.. he is earlier then me.. so went in i thought the classroom there are changer so called him and asked where is the place.. first i thought is @ 5th storey called him again and he said is at 6th so went up again.. went into the room i was shocked man.. only about 20 computer and chair.. then i was late so i dun have a chair to seat.. had to stand.. he asked to go to the front there there's seat so i went there asked that person she said got plp seat to i went back he ask me to go and tell that lecture so i went there he said acutally he want to change the classroom this is not the classroom and all that.. so i went back and stand quite a long time..
after that he cannot stand already he stand up and ask me to seat at his seat..
means he give up his seat and wanted to let me seat.. i said nvm la u sit lah... acutally i can't stand too long.. went i stand too long my back will be pain.. so i went to toliet slack in the toliet quite a long time.. cos the lecture haven even teach he was solving his computer problem.. so went in the class again.. saw a chair around him was puzzled asked him this chair?? he said he went to the next classroom and get this chair for me.. so sweet.. i nv even get the chair myself dotz.. still need him to get for me.. haix.. anyway after break i dun know wat happen to him he had suddenly change to another person.. like he treat me like transparent all that.. i also dun know wat to said about him..break time the teachian man came in and solve the computer problem.. computer can be used but i can't catch up cos in the morning the lecture is teaching i was listening but i did not practice so abit can't catch up.. but lucky today lesson the lecture will put it on our blackboard so had to access it.. so this few days hope i can find the notes that today i miss out and catch up.. after break he really treat me like a transparent so i also nv care too much about him.. he do his one i do my one.. sux man.. i really hate myself alot.. wat happen to me in class i'am just like not everyone knows de active and happy JOANNA CHAN.. just like stupid gal in the class.. i wan to change back and become the JOANNA CHAN that everyone know me.. i must give myself faith.. JOANNA CHAN u can de... u can be the active and happy gal that everyone knows u.. i can do it..

stitch said at 8:29 PM